I'm retracting my previous statement about my eating disorder not being sin. Of course it's sin. And here is why...
IDOLATRY.
I am putting my eating disorder first, therefore making it an idol in my life. I wrestle with serving two masters.
Ew, that sounds so disgusting to me. I love God so much, it makes me really upset to think that I am making Him share His throne in my life. But it is great to know that He is bigger than anything I put before Him. Woo hoo!
"You are able to deliver from the fire of affliction, it's the declaration of my Lord. You're not an image of gold, you're the God of old.
You have made us.
Come and save us.
We are yours."
.Burn us up . Shane & Shane.
I checked out Scottsdale Bible Church today and I really liked it! Strangest thing, I had written down in my journal this morning that Scottsdale Bible has been on my mind for a long time so I wanted to check it out today. Then, Shan comes home and is like, "I'm going to Scottsdale Bible at 5". The
MOST ran
dom (ha) thing ever! So we went and got suckered into the college group by the crafty Asian greeter. Turns out Jay Williams was leading worship and Bret was playing guitar. Classic.
Great message...checking out the
small group next week.
I also checked out a Praxis Missional Community today and really enjoyed it. The people were super friendly. We watched the US v. Canada hockey game (sad day for US, but great game). I'm still praying and seeking where God would place me.
I've decided I don't care that I have commented on all your posts, I like them so I will comment ha there! :)
ReplyDeleteI think all of us are guilty of serving two masters... I know I am. It is a constant fight against my flesh to keep God number one. So know that you are not alone love.
I don't know why it is so refreshing for me to hear you say "im retracting my previous statement." I guess because it shows that you were wrong and you see that and it's ok to be wrong. I don't know that may sound weird and it may not be coming out right but I hope you understand what I'm saying. I struggle with having to be right all the time so it's refreshing to see someone I look up to say they were wrong. So thanks haha :)
I am praying for you as you search for where God wants you! I know it is not the easy thing to do but I admire your courage to follow God's will.
I love you goose! keep posting!